how much longer will this take?

i'm having another one of those days, where i stay in bed crying my eyes out for something i know i won't get back.

i don't know if you've realized how much you've hurt me. how much you've put me though. you've put me through so much pain, i don't know how much longer i can go on.. not knowing whether you're alright or not.. i just want to hear your voice again. is it so wrong that i don't know what you look like? sound like? feel like? if it is, it's not my fault. i miss you so much, it hurts every single day not being with you, or even near you. is there nothing more i can say or do to make you come back? i've told myself, and everyone "i'd never change for anyone." but, i'd change over and over again just for you to come back to me. so just come home, leave whatever you're doing behind......because i know you can do that.

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I'm young
For speaking out of turn
There's someone I've been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They're in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I'm tired of justifying
So i say you'll..

Come home
Come home
Cause I've been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I've ever known
So come home
Oh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain't as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now
Well maybe I'm just dreaming out loud
Until then

Come home
Come home
Cause I've been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I've ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oh

Everything i can't be
Is everything you should be
And that's why i need you here
Everything i can't be
Is everything you should be
And that's why i need you here
So hear this now

Come home
Come home
Cause I've been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I've ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home