-i haven't had a good night sleep in about 3 or 4.. i really should stop taking naps during the day. here come the eye bagssssssss
-what else is there for me to do about you? re-reading everything made me tear up a little:( well we've gone our separate ways. i'm happy. you're happy. we're both happy... but remember when we were happy together? cause i do.
-truth to be told, i feel like crap. i've been so down on myself lately. i can't even come up with an excuse or of an explanation. i want to blame you. but that'd be the stupidest thing to do.
-when i feel like shit, that's when i count on you the most. i count on you to make me feel better. to ease the pain. to make it all go away. you don't even have to speak. just be there. and i'll be fine again.
-this is actually really different. i'm not afraid of making a fool out of myself in front of him. he makes me feel so good and happyyyyyy. if ya read this, you know who you are..duhh: there are times where it feels like you don't care. it really does hurt me. because i care about you sooo much. but you gotta remember that i lovvvvve you. even if you annoy the shit out of me sometimes... i love our 'talks' on the phone..even though you get so annoying.. and our 'memorable' text messages..:$$$HAH omg.. i'm so not deleting that shittttt. too cute.
it's 2:20AM and i'm fucking tired. took me 2 hours to write this shit cause i kept getting distracted. anywaysssssss, field trip to the play tomorrow! we have to get there on our own....... HOLLAAA MARCELLO'S MOM IS DRIVING SOME OF USSSSSS!!! yessssssssssssss. k, i'm going to go to sleep now. so i don't break out any more
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